Same old repetitive influx of the same energies.

Not allowing yourself to experience certain emotions ruins the whole point of human development. Having the downs allow you to appreciate the ups, & struggling through depression and anxiety allows the polar opposites of happiness and tranquillity to occur. Why do people hide their true emotions? Why do they keep quiet about the questions they want to ask? Why do they conform to the reality they’re given?

I have no Idea.

From someone who never stops second - guessing anything, I honestly feel it would be torture for me to simply live on the lines. There are such a multitude of questions that need answers that to be stagnant and live the life which is expected of me, would make me end that life. Of course this is only my opinion and everyone is entitled to their own, so never feel like you have to chase after other peoples visions such as lamborghini’s and infinity pools because people all over Youtube and Instagram are flaunting it in your face; it’s all a matter of preference. 

Living from day to day, not having any thoughts or discussions with family and friends about what you are going to make happen in the future gives me the impression you are either: 

1. Scared because you don’t know where your life is going and you don’t want to imagine what life will be like in a few years,

2. You’re very comfortable where you are now and don’t want that to change,

3. You are so insecure that you are incapable of allowing you to express yourself around others since you are afraid about what you would say would embarrass yourself.

It seems to me, people prefer their own Fantasy world in their heads to the reality given. Of course in some circumstances it would be respectable, such as you are in a bad environment or situation and you are envisioning better, but most of the time, people can’t handle the truth. Friends and family can be a reason why you want to only live in the moment, as maybe they are holding you down and limiting your mental capacity by convincing you to be selfish and focus on yourself; ignoring the facts that this planet we live on is becoming inhabitable as we are altering it’s atmosphere, we are pushing entire species to extinction, we will end life as we know it if we don’t turn into a type 1 Civilisation etc. 

The point is, there is a lot of things we need not just start diverting our attention to but actually invest time and energy into solving; I’d personally suggest the possibility of adding astrophysics, aerospace engineering and Robotic Engineering as a required curriculum subject to kids in primary & secondary school to teach the next generation what the previous generation failed to do - Invoke change.

Many people I have to acquaint myself with refuse to speak anywhere remotely about questions regarding our own existence, but instead would rather talk about how one human being treats another or what their perspective is about a situation that doesn’t even involve them & I don’t understand.

Why don’t they want to discuss the possibility of the potential uses of quantum physics? Why do they not want to help protest and take down corporations that are literally removing entire ecosystems from our planet that help us be alive? Yes, some small-talk is perfectly fine as most of us don’t have hours and hours to come up with solutions since we have to ‘earn a living’ in the meantime, but everyone should dedicate to themselves at least an hour a day to finding solutions to problems no matter how big or small - as long as we are moving forward.

Cal, sgo.